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Ravers Manifesto
Our emotional state of choice is Ecstasy. Our nourishment of choice is Love. Our addiction of choice is technology.Our religion of choice is music. Our currency of choice is knowledge. Our politics of choice is none.Our society of choice is utopian though we know it will never be.You may hate us. You may dismiss us. You may misunderstand us. You maybe unaware of our existence.We can only hope you do not care to judge us, because we would never judge you.We are not criminals. We are not disillusioned. We are not drug addicts. We are not naive children...We are one massive, global, tribal village that transcends man-made law, physical geography, and time itself.We are The Massive. One Massive.We were first drawn by the sound. From far away, the thunderous, muffled, echoing beat was comparable to a mother's heart soothing a child in her womb of concrete, steel, and electrical wiring.We were drawn back into this womb, and there, in the heat, dampness, and darkness of it,We came to accept that we are all equal. Not only to the darkness, and to ourselves, but to the very music slamming into us and passing through our souls: we are all equal.And somewhere around 35 Hz we could feel the hand of God at our backs, pushing us forward, pushing us to push ourselves to strengthen our minds, our bodies, and our spirits.,Pushing us to turn to the person beside us to join hands and uplift them by sharing the uncontrollable joy we felt from creating this magical bubble that can, for one evening, protect us from the horrors, atrocities, and pollution of the outside world. It is in that very instant, with these initial realisations that each of us was truly born.We continue to pack our bodies into clubs, or warehouses, or buildings you've abandoned and left for naught, and we bring life to them for one night.Strong, throbbing, vibrant life in it's purest, most intense, most hedonistic form.In these makeshift spaces, we seek to shed ourselves of the burden of uncertainty for a future you have been unable to stabilise and secure for us.We seek to relinquish our inhibitions, and free ourselves from the shackle's and restraints you've put on us for your own peace of mind.We seek to re-write the programming that you have tried to indoctrinate us with since the moment we were born.Programming that tells us to hate, that tells us to judge, that tells us to stuff ourselves into the nearest and most convenient pigeon hole possible. Programming that even tells us to climb ladders for you, jump through hoops, and run through mazes and on hamster wheels.Programming that tells us to eat from the shiny silver spoon you are trying to feed us with, instead of nourish ourselves with our own capable hands.Programming that tells us to close our minds, instead of open them.Until the sun rises to burn our eyes by revealing the dis-utopian reality of a world you've created for us, we dance fiercely with our brothers and sisters in celebration of our life, of our culture, and of the values we believe in:Peace, Love, Freedom, Tolerance, Unity, Harmony,Expression, Responsibility and Respect.Our enemy of choice is ignorance. Our weapon of choice is information. Our crime of choice is breaking and challenging whatever laws you feel you need to put in place to stop us from celebrating our existence.But know that while you may shut down any given party, on any given night, in any given city, in any given country or continent on this beautiful planet,you can never shut down the entire party.You don't have access to that switch, no matter what you may think. The music will never stop. The heartbeat will never fade. The party will never end.I am a raver, and this is my manifesto.
"I'm not perfect. I screw up, make mistakes, and do things that a lot of people don't understand..but who are you to judge me?"
Basics:
Name: Kelsi Fahrni.
Date of Birth: August 24th.
Birthplace: Modesto, CA.
Current Location: Wonderland.
Eye Color: Dark Brown.
Hair Color: Currently: Black.
Height: 5'7".
Heritage: Caucasian, Native American, and Mexican.
Piercings: Ears and Tongue.
Tattoos: None(yet).
Favourite:
Band/Singer: Three Days Grace/Hollywood Undead.
Song: Animal I Have Become/My Black Dahlia.
Movie: Pearl Harbor.
Disney Movie: Alice in Wonderland.
TV show: Big Brother and Crime Shows.
Color: Purple and Black.
Food: Italian.
Pizza topping: Pepperoni, Olives, and Mushroom.
Ice-Cream Flavor: Butter Pecan.
Drink (alcoholic): UV Vodka or Smirnoff Ice.
Soda: Dr. Pepper.
Store: Borders.
Clothing Brand: Hot Topic.
Shoe Brand: Osiris or DC.
Season: Winter.
Month: October.
Holiday/Festival: Halloween.
Flower: Hibiscus.
Make-Up Item: Eye Liner.
Board game: Cranium.
This or That:
Sunny or rainy: Rainy.
Chocolate or vanilla: Chocolate.
Fruit or veggie: Fruit.
Night or day: Night.
Sour or sweet: Sweet.
Love or money: Love.
Phone or in person: In Person.
Looks or personality: Both.
Coffee or tea: Coffee.
Hot or cold: Cold.
Your:
Goal for this year: I don't really have one.
Most missed memory: My gpa.
Best physical feature: Smile or Eyes.
First thought waking up: Nooo.
Hypothetical personality disorder: OCD
Preferred type of plastic surgery: None.
Sesame street alter ego: Idk.
Fairytale alter ego: Once again, I don't know.
Most stupid remark: Your Mom.
Worst crime: Attempted assault w/ a Deadly Weapon.
Greatest ambition: Become a Top Fuel drag racer.
Greatest fear: The Hills Have Eyes guys.
Darkest secret: Pfft.
Favorite subject: English.
Strangest received gift: A renideer that pooped out brown jelly beans.
Worst habit: Biting my nails.
Do You:
Smoke: Like a hippie.
Drink: Like a pirate.
Curse: Sometimes.
Shower daily: Yepp.
Like thunderstorms: I love them.
Dance in the rain: I have.
Sing: Not when people are listening.
Play an instrument: Used to.
Get along with your parents: Hell no.
Wish on stars: Yeah.
Believe in fate: Kinda.
Believe in love at first sight: To an extent. Its usually just lust.
Can You:
Drive: Yepp.
Sew: Kinda.
Cook: I love cooking!
Speak another language: In the process.
Dance: Nope.
Sing: I guess, just it sounds like a bird dying.
Touch your nose with your tongue: Nope.
Whistle: Kinda.
Curl your tongue: No.
Have You Ever:
Been Drunk: Many times.
Been Stoned/High: Oh yeah.
Eaten Sushi: Once or Twice.
Been in Love: Yes :))
Skipped school: All the time.
Made prank calls: A few.
Sent someone a love letter: One.
Stolen something: Yepp.
Cried yourself to sleep: Too many times.
Other Questions:
What annoys you most in a person? Someone two faced.
Are you right or left handed? Right.
What is your bedtime? Whenever I fall asleep.
Name three things you can't live without: Phone, Internet, and Music.
What is the color of your room? White.
Do you have any siblings? A little sister.
Do you have any pets? Too many. I love animals.
Would you kill someone you hate for a million dollars? What would I do with a million dollars in prison?
What is you middle name? Brooke.
What are you nicknames? Cuddle Monster[AVR], Panda, and Kels
Are you for or against gay marriage? Everyone has the right to do whatever makes them happiest.
What are your thoughts on abortion? Some causes are okay like rape, or it resulting in the mother's death; BUT if you play you pay so if it's your fault then it's wrong.
Do you have a crush on anyone? I love him<3
Are you afraid of the dark? Not really.
How do you want to die? Peacfully.
What is the largest amount of popsicles that you have eaten on one day? Like 3.
Would you take a bullet for the one you love? Yes.
What is the last law you've broken? Umm, what law haven't I broken in the last 24 hours? Haha jk. Or am I?
In a Member of the Opposite Sex:
Hair color: Dark
Eye color: Doesn't matter.
Height: Taller than me.
Weight: Average.
Most important physical feature: Eyes.
Biggest turn-off: Arrogance.
Love, Drugs, Rock, and RaveLet's go out and misbehave
On Weed, E, and LSD
We'll get fucked up and talk to trees
Life's a trip
and then you die
So fuck this world
Let's get high.
our emotional state of choice is ecstasy .
our nourishment of choice is love.
our addiction of choice is technology .
our religion of choice is music .
our currency of choice is knowledge .
our politics of choice is none .
our society of choice is utopian though we know it will never be.
you may hate us.
you may dismiss us.
you may misunderstand us.
you may be unaware of our existence .
we can only hope you do not care to judge us, because we would never judge you.
we are not criminals.
we are not disillusioned.
we are not drug addicts.
we are not naive children.
we are one massive, global, tribal village that transcends man-made law, physical geography, and time itself.
we are the massive. one massive.
we were first drawn by the sound .
from far away, the thunderous , muffled, echoing beat was comparable to a mother's heart soothing a child in her womb of concrete, steel, and electrical wiring.
we were drawn back into this womb, and there, in the heat, dampness, and darkness of it, we came to accept that we are all equal .
not only to the darkness, and to ourselves, but to the very music slamming into us and passing through our souls: we are all equal .
and somewhere around 35hz we could feel the hand of god at our backs, pushing us forward, pushing us to push ourselves to strengthen our minds , our bodies , and our spirits .
pushing us to turn to the person beside us to join hands and uplift them by sharing the uncontrollable joy we felt from creating this magical bubble that can, for one evening, protect us from the horrors, atrocities, and pollution of the outside world.
it is in that very instant, with these initial realizations that each of us was truly born.
we continue to pack our bodies into clubs,or warehouses,or buildings you've abandoned and left for naught, and we bring life to them for one night.
strong, throbbing, vibrant life in it's purest, most intense, most hedonistic form .
in these makeshift spaces, we seek to shed ourselves of the burden of uncertainty for a future you have been unable to stabilize and secure for us.
we seek to relinquish our inhibitions, and free ourselves from the shackles and restraints you've put on us for your own peace of mind.
we seek to re-write the programming that you have tried to indoctrinate us with since the moment we were born.
programming that tells us to hate , that tells us to judge , that tells us to stuff ourselves into the nearest and most convenient pigeon hole possible.
programming that even tells us to climb ladders for you , jump through hoops, and run through mazes and on hamster wheels.
programming that tells us to eat from the shiny silver spoon you are trying to feed us with, instead of nourish ourselves with our own capable hands.
programming that tells us to close our minds, instead of open them.
until the sun rises to burn our eyes by revealing the distopian reality of a world you've created for us, we dance fiercely with our brothers and sisters in celebration of our life , of our culture , and of the values we believe in: peace, love, freedom, tolerance, unity, harmony, expression, responsibility and respect .
our enemy of choice is ignorance .
our weapon of choice is information .
our crime of choice is breaking and challenging whatever laws you feel you need to put in place to stop us from celebrating our existence .
but know that while you may shut down any given party, on any given night, in any given city, in any given country or continent on this beautiful planet, you can never shut down the entire party.
you don't have access to that switch, no matter what you may think.
the music will never stop.
the heartbeat will never fade.
the party will never end.
i am a raver , and this is my manifesto.
[I'm not afraid of the pain or the hurt; but of the happiness it might bring]
